urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_did_drip derek derek 2003-08-11T05:45:37Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_did_drip:44143 2003-08-11T05:45:37Z 2003-08-11T05:45:37Z new live journal.<br />username: _revenge<br />comment in that journal to be added. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_did_drip:39948 2003-07-22T18:24:09Z 2003-07-22T18:24:09Z though feels like fire inside of your veins<br />burning right beneath the wrist<br />begging for a razor's kiss<br />to free it from your skin urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_did_drip:28519 2003-06-23T04:52:50Z 2003-06-23T04:52:50Z <img src="http://images.snapfish.com/3379572%3B23232%7Ffp7%3Enu%3D3238%3E54%3B%3E348%3Ewsnrcg%3D323249%3A%3A5%3A4%3B%3Anu0mrj"><br /><br />i dreamt of a fever,<br />one that would cure me of this cold, winter set heart.<br />with heat to melt these frozen tears and burned with reasons<br />as to carry on.<br />into these twisted months i plunge without a light to follow<br />but i swear that i would follow anything<br />if it would just get me out of here.<br />and so you get six months to adapt<br />and then you get two more to leave town.<br />in the event that we do adapt we still might not want you around.<br />and i fell for the promise of a life with a purpose<br />but i know that that is impossible now.<br />and so i drink to stay warm<br />and to kill selected memories<br />because i just can't think anymore about that or about her tonight<br />i give myself three days to feel better<br />or i swear i am driving off a fucking cliff<br />because if i can't make myself feel better<br />then how can i expect anyone else to give a shit<br />and i scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere<br />just get me past this dead and eternal snow<br />because i swear that i am dying, slowly but its happening<br />so if there is a perfect spring that's waiting somewhere<br />just take me there and lie to me and say it's going to be alright<br />its going to be alright, yeah you worry too much kid,<br />its going to be alright.<br /><br />im deleting my friend list...<br />..if you wish you stay on ...<br />..comment.<br />thanks. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_did_drip:506 2003-04-30T02:47:46Z 2003-04-30T02:47:46Z friends only.<br />comment and i'll add u.